yinged

2012-01-14T12:42:00.004+08:00

Just 14 days into 2012, and things aren't exactly good.
I started the new year being ignored. Then came 阿嫲 being in ICU. And etc..
My resolution for the year: To be happy.
Why is it so difficult to achieve?
Where is my happy pill?

洁莹我，真的累了。
我也不过想好好的爱与被爱。
可是为什么会那么的痛苦？
爱着一个心里有别人的人,真得好辛苦。

2011-12-05T11:26:00.001+08:00

Look! Just practical orientation only and I already had such a big blue black!

2011-11-15T23:42:00.001+08:00

Dé·jà vu
I see it coming, didn't I?
Knew it wouldn't last over 16 November, didn't I?

2011-08-27T03:56:00.001+08:00

26 August 2011
It ended..again.
心有余而力不足

2011-08-22T23:09:00.001+08:00

這一次，我又錯在哪裡？

2011-08-20T04:41:00.001+08:00

Just what..are you hiding?

2011-08-13T03:47:00.001+08:00

Yet another disappointment..
Stop looking forward ying..
Jus stop..

2011-08-09T19:20:00.001+08:00

People who are attached spend times together..
I spend my public holiday alone..
Get use..get use ying..get use..

2011-08-07T20:59:00.001+08:00

There it goes again..
I'm jus a nobody..
I get it..but sometimes I jus ask myself why..

2011-08-05T09:01:00.001+08:00

It's been 1 year.
Dunno why but I'm kinda thinking of you.
On the other side, it's good to know u're getting along well.
Read the part of the letter u wrote last yr this time. Sorry I was tt cold.
Take care-ed.

2011-07-30T03:58:00.001+08:00

Insomnia.
He's right beside sleeping soundly.
I'm wide awake.
Some Sherrine Goh called and made a din.
=(

2011-07-29T22:27:00.002+08:00

At the usual hangout place

2011-07-20T22:52:00.001+08:00

5th =)

2011-07-16T17:29:00.001+08:00

我发现，我的那么多男性朋友，比不了他心里的那么一个她。。。
痛，可那又如何？

2011-05-24T18:02:00.000+08:00

幸福不是必然的。。。被爱得太多也是一种压力。。。

2010-06-02T20:26:00.003+08:00

Hello people! *waves* how have you all been?
Exams are officially over! No more studies! *jumps ard* =D

Opt is postponed to next week..so i had 1 week to eat and eat and eat! *yeah!*

Went phototaking yesterday with Alvan kor..fun!

Packed day

2010-02-05T00:00:00.002+08:00

worked for Munchy's event today..it was an 'eye-opener' to see how uncles and aunties and a few midage ppl take the samples..simple job with good pay..*loves*

and i didnt even realised i was like suntanning and even got sunburnt until everything is over..3hrs of samples distribution is no joke alright..haha..i have arms and hands red like a roasted pig now..one more day tml and i'm gonna put sunblock if not i'll go chao tah!!
what do u do when u're down and not feeling good? I cry..I ponders and ponders..I stone..etc..right now..i feel like 暴饮暴食..=x

tell me why..it does hurt me so..

2010-01-30T23:51:00.001+08:00

i'm sooo sooo packed with assignments and tests that i kinda dunno how to plan my time for all! =(
makeup lesson tml..pros and cons..
shall blog more soon..soon..

2010-01-14T11:57:00.003+08:00

Currently reading:

Assignments on hand:

ISORG Test 2 on 19 Jan
FR Assignment 2 (2,000 - 2,500 words) due 3 Feb
FR 'Holiday Hamper' (38 questions)

2010-01-14T11:31:00.001+08:00

Is it that i didnt ask..
Or is it that you no longer tells me about your life..
Is it that i didnt care enough..
Or is it that i didnt bothered..
*ponders*
As a friend..i think i could be better..

2010-01-13T00:56:00.002+08:00

I'm going to cry in my bed tonight and get over things..
for things will be kept all away..
i am not going to debate over wadever 'wrong' things u've said..
for truth will be kept within me and a cow..
and they will be a secret of me and the cow..*mooos*
thank you for all that you've done and given..it's too much anyone could have done for me..but u did..and they're all appreciated..even if i dun show out..
who says u never..u didnt know..u always do
but....

2010-01-11T13:06:00.002+08:00

Home alone..and i liked it..
Read blogs..surfed webbies..
Been sleeping into noons..
And i dunno wad's wrong..
Gonna start on assignments..
And revisions SOON i hope..
2010..for the better..

xoxo
clueless girl

2010-01-09T14:22:00.000+08:00

2010-01-07T23:25:00.002+08:00

Feelings unexpressable..
I dunno why the sudden change..
It no longer feels comfortable to be close..
I got no idea why..
At the end of the day, i found out i'm really tiring myself out..
To push away one side to please the other and vice versa..
To keep on thinking of others feelings and put mine aside..
I'm jus gonna breakdown..
Softheartedness killed me upside-down..
Darling is back in camp for reservist..and i miss him so..

2009-12-30T00:17:00.000+08:00

Had a very very BIG christmas this year..all thanks to bestie..=)

2009-12-05T03:05:00.001+08:00

我从你眼里再也找不到我熟悉的你。。。

2009-12-04T11:01:00.003+08:00

Emo emo emo..i'm sooo emo..
Am i becoming elmo? =/
Worse still..i dunno who to talk to..no one to talk to..

2009-12-04T03:00:00.004+08:00

Why like that?
What am i expecting?
Why do i feel like a knife just stab me and that my head is spinning?
真像个傻瓜.. ='(
又一个失眠的夜晚？

2009-12-01T15:44:00.001+08:00

Insomnia.
Less sleep makes me more awake..
Hello to new fren - panda eyes..
Goodbye to Mr Panda..i let you go and u left..

2009-12-01T00:41:00.002+08:00

I fail you..and you fail me..
How absurd..

曾经孤单加上孤单是爱火
燃烧过你和我
如今沉默加上沉默更沉默
再没有什么舍不得

放我一个人生活
请你双手不要再紧握
一个人我至少干净俐落
沦落就沦落
爱闯祸就闯祸
我也放你一个人生活
你知道就算继续结果还是没结果
就彼此放生
彼此留下活口

2009-11-30T01:47:00.000+08:00

Incompleted draft on 24 Nov..not gonna continue it..it shall be left where it is..

I shall be selfish no more..
Truth, wad are they? Nothing but beautified lies..
End of the day..i proved myself right..
Smile..that we learnt from experiences..=)

*Private post posted..another chapter of life..*

2009-10-03T02:42:00.002+08:00

i have a wonderous week spent with my bestie~ =D
Thank you so muchie bestie~! Really~ =)

Quick update on life

2009-09-15T20:13:00.003+08:00

If you've been wondering how's life been for me, i guess it's been good..nevertheless with ups and downs..
Well, a lot of things have happened in this year up to this point of time..things that shouldnt happen, happened? Things that should happen have yet to happen? Well, emo stuffs apart..some updates on my latest work with Colgate..

The new launch of Colgate Sensitive Pro-relief..
Thanks to Wayne for the job intro..had fun working with ppl i know! The act-dentist us! =p

School's starting next week..so damn fast! OMG..wad have i done in my holidays? I dunno! =x

My silly bestie =)

2009-08-28T23:57:00.000+08:00

Bestie said he did something courageous today..and i think i have to agree with him..*silly* =)

To work...

2009-08-17T06:17:00.002+08:00

Been so long since i last went out naked.
Face-naked.
Couldnt be bothered since i'm grumpy with tiredness.
No, resolution of sleeping by midnite nv worked a single time.
Off to Monster Inc.
Little monsters here i come.
Gd morning world*

Silence! I kill you!

2009-08-15T00:43:00.004+08:00

Sharing this with all of you..watched and laughed my head off tgt with bestie..and it's just sooo cute and funny! *Silence! I kill you!* Enjoy~

2009-08-14T01:11:00.001+08:00

Can't sleep..though i'm real tired..work tml at 7am..gotta wake at 5+..wish me luck..

I hate how i always find things to paranoid myself..just saw a girl's blog and learnt new things..things which involves part of me but shouldnt concern me..i'm jus...jus dunno how i got myself in all these..but i'm getting out..and coping well..argh mind not functioning..cant phrase things properly..shall continue this post again..

Get well soon 阿嬷...

2009-07-22T13:38:00.002+08:00

Am at SGH right now..阿嬷 not feeling well again..it hurts to see her getting weaker..please get well soon 阿嬷..we still wanna go to the beach to pick 大头 and 拉拉..

如果我变成回忆

2009-07-13T19:49:00.003+08:00

Was listening to Tank's 如果我变成回忆..and suddenly a lot of things come to my mind..especially when i'm going for my checkup tml..as much as i hate to admit, i won't deny tt, yes, i'm afraid..and as much as i want it to be, i hope everything will be alright and good and fine..*prays*

06 - 呂建中 Tank-如果我變成回憶

如果我变成回忆 - Tank
累了照惯例努力清醒着
也照惯例想你了
好怕一放心睡了
心跳在梦中不听话的就停止了

听着呼吸像浪潮拍动着
越没力越让我忐忑
我还能珍惜什么
如果我连自己的脉搏都难掌握

如果我变成回忆退出了这场生命
留下你错愕哭泣我冰冷身体拥抱不了你
想到我让深爱的你人海孤独旅行
我会恨自己如此狠心

如果我变成回忆终于没那么幸运
没机会白着头发蹒跚牵着你看晚霞落尽
漫长时光总有一天你会伤心痊愈
若有人可以让他陪你我不怪你

快乐什么时候会结束呢
哪一刻是最后一刻
想把你紧紧抱着
可知你是我生命中的最舍不得

如果我变成回忆退出了这场生命
留下你错愕哭泣我冰冷身体拥抱不了你
想到我让深爱的你人海孤独旅行
我会恨自己如此狠心

如果我变成回忆终于没那么幸运
没机会白着头发蹒跚牵着你看晚霞落尽
漫长时光总有一天你会伤心痊愈
若有人可以让他陪你

如果我变成回忆最怕我太不争气
顽固地赖在空气霸占你心里每一寸缝隙
连累依然爱我的你痛苦承受失去
这样不公平请你尽力把我忘记

From lovers, to ex and to friends?

2009-07-13T00:44:00.000+08:00

I always envied ppl who didnt mind that they were once lovers and then could still be frens..well, I do have a few too..but what i'm trying to say is..if a couple arent meant to be, they could be 潇洒 enough to let go and be friends..isn't it? Provided no party has done each other wrong..i mean it's good isn't it? Or am i wrong? Is it better chopping off each and any connection with each other? So that painful memories will not surface? So that awkwardness will not exist? So that.......

Just ytd, i came across one such pair who are best friends..and i hope they still are and will be..it's so good to know that they know each other that well..like how the guy told me that she's one who really understands him and all that..the one he finds himself turning to when he's got a problem and stuff liddat..u might be thinking, 'then why aren't they together?' well, there's no particular reason as to why they broke off back then..all i could say is that..fate ba..sometimes the right one jus comes at the wrong time..if not i guess they really will be a very cute and lovely couple..but ya..the girl is now happily married..

but i guess most of us always get jealous over little things and sometimes this jealousy can really take over our body and mind so much that we do something we dun exactly know wad we're doing..like how the girl's husband mistook this pair of friends..but i'm sure things will be alright soon..

speaking of 'jealousy', i guess i'm one who can get jealous quite easily..'you can like a lot but love one only'..i'm sorry..but i can't accept my partner liking a lot of girls but tell me he loves only me..it eeks me out u see? It'll jus really make me insecure and be paranoid..but it seems like i've been doing things liddat recently..*sighs*

i've been hanging out a lot with this someone recently..and i guess i learnt quite a lot from there..such as: how love can blind one be it it is 一时冲动 or wad..how one is willing to go tt extra mile for another..how much one is willing to do just to make another happy..and i really have to thank tt someone..even though things might no longer be the same from now on..but i guess it's better this way..one important thing which i think i need to master..and it's how to handle and manage a relationship (wadever kind it might be) and not cross the line of no return..

Got a call at 1am..things sound alright..and i hope it'll be..

Only Love - Trademark
Two a.m. and the rain is falling
Here we are at the cross roads once again
You're telling me you're so confused
You can't make up your mind
Is this meant to be you're asking me

But only love can say
Try again or walk away
But I believe for you and me
The sun will shine one day
So I'll just play me part
And pray you'll have a change of heart
But I can't make you see it through
That's something only love can do

In your arms as the dawn is breaking
Face to face and a thousand miles apart
I've tried my best to make you see
There's hope beyond the pain
If we give enough if we learn to trust

But only love can say
Try again or walk away
But I believe for you and me
The sun will shine one day
So I'll just play me part
And pray you'll have a change of heart
But I can't make you see it through
That's something only love can do

I know if I could find the words
To touch you deep inside
You'd give our dream just one more chance
Don't let this be our last goodbye

But only love can say
Try again or walk away
But I believe for you and me
The sun will shine one day
So I'll just play me part
And pray you'll have a change of heart
But I can't make you see it through
That's something only love can do
That's something only love can do

2009-06-28T21:52:00.003+08:00

Was having a bad headache yesterday..then became feverish..lucky Mr. fever nv really come find me..*touch wood*

starting work tml liaoz..not really nervous..not really excited..haha..but well wait till tml then i shall see if i like it..

Have been wanting to get myself a pet..puppy of cos! Like mini maltese! haha..or anything small and fluffy..so that i can keep it in my bag and bring it to shopping! Haha..influenced by the Taiwan tradition la..but they are jus soooo cute! And oh ya..i wanna name my puppy..'Toufu'! yeah..豆腐..haha..=p

I got to sleep early...should give myself a target to sleep before 12am! ok set..shld start from today..tt means i've got about 30mins more to bed time..if not..my dark eye rings are really really really making me like ZOMBIE! haha..

Ok i know i'm damn random here..but it's like i havent been blogging for too long and i didnt know how to..LOL..gd nitez pals..=)

2009-06-26T22:05:00.002+08:00

My blog must have been so sad..for i neglected it for like so long..haha..*craps*
looking at my last post..haha..wad's the wound which i have mentioned back then? it was nothing as compared to the situation i'm in now la..haiz..dun ask me wad's it..cos i guess i've made life very very complicated for myself..ya there's only me and myself to blame..
am starting work on mon..it's a very low pay job but i guess it'll be quite relax and easy job i hope..haha..wait till then i shall talk more about it..

2009-02-17T14:07:00.002+08:00

i felt as though i have been stabbed on the same wound for twice within a month..thanks so much..i learnt a lot..

on the other note, i am down with flu..wad a timing to be sick..when i needed to start studying for prelims and exams..prelims start is 2 weeks time and i have yet started revising..feels so much like killing myself (k not to the extend of kill..but couldnt think of wad word to use)..pls be focus and get things done and over jieying! CONCENTRATE! 加油！

2009-02-05T18:25:00.002+08:00

Got another unprepared test today! Variance..a very simple topic i must say..know the formulas and you will know how to compute and do the question..but i never even start any revision..how on earth to answer..*demoralizing* wonder if i will score better than 4.5 marks? =\
Prelims gonna be in March! Time is really flying past fast and i seemed to have do nothing but waste time..i need motivation to start studying and revising! Someone help? Anyone? =\
Got a weird dream last nite! Can u imagine i dreamt of crows? ya 'WU YA'..somemore 3! And wad's more is that these 3 crows are thieves! LOL! I was like at my grandmother house in her room, then my dad was telling me: "Look at the crows! Why are they behaving so weirdly?" So i kind of looked at wad the crows are up to..then they like got parade somemore, fly in uniform pattern, land with uniform pattern..each beside a car..then they open the car doors with their wings! and hope inside the car! Like OMG can! then there was 1 boy who happened to walk past and open the van door, went in, jumped out, followed by the crow and another dog..ar..i dunno wad's this dream suppose to mean..but anyway, dreaming of crows are bad luck? Or rather anything to do with crows are bad luck?
Ha i was telling my mum when i woke up and she was like laughing away..she says maybe because earlier tt day while we were waiting for cab, i tried to avoid a crow that was flying towards my direction? That is why i got this dream? But still, like so scary, yet funny..haha!
Tml i might be bringing my grandmother to Pontian (M'sia)? She longed wanted to go visit one of the ditance relatives there..so i was thinking tml might be a gd day if not i gotta start revising for prelims and exams already..still waiting for her to call me to confirm..
Went Kukup last weekend..had so much fun with the fireworks! Love them la! Watching them and putting them is really different experience! I so looked forward to the next trip there again! Next year? or sometime soon?

2009-01-29T18:51:00.001+08:00

Random posting: I miss M&M..=\

2009-01-15T20:00:00.002+08:00

it takes so little courage to lie but the courage needed to speak the truth is enormous - anonymous

so in the end..the truth changes a lot of things..but well, i expected and kind of saw this change coming when i made up my mind isn't it? at least i no longer need to hide..just be who i am..guess tt's better and more sincere isn't it? i dunno wad's gone into me..=\

i havent had the chance to post my birthday post up..yeah it's already v long but sorry guys..i'm real occupied with school assignments and tests..will try to post it up soon!

cny's coming..but i have got tons of work to be completed! like the 33 tutorial qns is killer enough..i really gotta start it soon!

am gng to fix my hair tml..touching up the perms and then..maybe..maybe i'll be geting bangs? haha...till tml we will know...

2009-01-15T17:47:00.001+08:00

Private entry posted.. (x . x)

2009-01-01T23:24:00.003+08:00

Happy New Year!

It's 01.01.2009 (hope that i wont write the wrong year)

How was the first day of 2009?

I was so occupied since 12am..

Went to Senoko Fish Port to get seafood for my birthday bbq..ya as mentioned by an online friend, what a FISHY new year! haha! =p

Went there at 2am and reached home only at about 5+am..*tired*

but it was an eye opener to visit the fish port..

walked out of that place as though i have turned myself into a fish..cos the whole body practically STINKED! haha..

headed back home and mr. bf stayed over..

woke up at 2pm and went to IMM's Giant..

Rackied the mart and got most of the things needed there..not a lot..wonder what's missing..

And there goes my 01.01.2009..

well, there's actually abt half an hour more before it ends..but guess i will just spend the remaining of it on my assignment..
2 more days to my chalet..am looking forward to it..hope it will turn out well! =)

MA assignment progess report: Qn 1 ~ 2,882 / 3,500 words

Qn 2 ~ 0 / 2,000 words

Tutorial Qns ~ 0 / 17 questions

2008-12-24T01:57:00.002+08:00

Merry Christmas!

May all be merry in this festive season!

It's Christmas eve! So happy and excited..haha

First Christmas present i got this year was from Eric! Thanks dude for the top! =)

Will be attending a party (bf's relative) later..then tml got my family xmas party as well as Cin's one...not sure if i am able to make it for Cin's one but i will try pals!

Gotta head to bed..it's 2.15am already...been sleeping at this hour lately and it's NOT GOOD!

Only did 500 words for MA assignment II..way to go!

May all have a wonderful Christmas this year!

Love ya! <3

All I Want For Christmas Is You

I don't want a lot for Christmas

There's just one thing I need

I don't care about presents

Underneath the Christmas tree

I just want you for my own

More than you could ever know

Make my wish come true

All I want for Christmas is you.

I don't want a lot for Christmas

There is just one thing I need

I don't care about presents

underneath the Christmas tree

I don't need to hang my stocking

There upon the fireplace

Santa Claus won't make me happy

With a toy on Christmas day

I just want you for for my own

More than you could ever know

Make my wish come true

All I want for Christmas is you

You baby

I won't ask for much this Christmas

I won't even wish for snow

I'm just gonna keep on waiting

Underneath the mistletoe

I won't make a list and send it

To the North Pole for Saint Nick

I won't even stay awake to

Hear those magic reindeer click'

Cause I just want you here tonight

Holding on to me so tight

What more can I do

Baby all I want for Christmas is you

You

All the lights are shining

So brightly everywhere

And the sound of children's

Laughter fills the air

And everyone is singing

I hear those sleigh bells ringing

Santa won't you bring me the one I really need

Won't you please bring my baby to me

Oh, I don't want a lot for Christmas

This is all I'm asking forI just want to see my baby

Standing right outside my door

Oh I just want him for my own

More than you could ever know

Make my wish come true

Baby all I want for Christmas is

You

All I want for Christmas is you baby

2008-12-17T17:52:00.004+08:00

*ying's wishlist*

A SLR Camera!

But i has yet to find out more about which brand or model to get.

Need help from pros!

Apple iPhone!

Yeah guess this is only lots of people's wishlist now.

I wanna have one so i can do away with my iPod (like sell it or something), and then surf anywhere i go so tt i can attend to my online store even outdoor!

Great isn't it?!

So...if you are still pondering what to get for me in like 2 weeks time (we know what occasion it is! =p) i will love you very very much if you were to present me one of the above (i know..dream long long..) if not..just give me the most practical prezzie which is like ang pao!!

Yeah i am like opening a fund for the both items..have already told 4th aunt and she says she will help me pass the message around! so happy! haha..=)

I am like so stress la..

21st birthday party in about 2 weeks time..and i have not planned anything yet..guest list not confirmed..cake not ordered..food not ordered..KILL ME!

And to add it on..i have got like 20+ questions to complete by end of this month, a 5,500 words assignment due on 8 Jan 2009 and 33 more questions HOLIDAY PACKAGE to be completed end of January 2009..Banking assignment 2 due on 11 Jan 2009 and Law test 2 on 14 Jan 2009!

Hell lottas work and assignments and test!

Uni is really stressful..not fun..and v draining!!! =x

Oh ya...i had a v ______ (dunno wad is the best word to fit in this blank..funny? weird? crazy? scary?) dream last nite..i dreamt of mr. z..omg! Not sure wad's actually going on in the dream..all i can remember is the ending part where he is on another coach and both our bus went in the different direction..funny la.. =\

2008-12-09T18:08:00.013+08:00

This post gonna be a long one filled with lots of pictures!

Saturday, 6 Dec
Jo's Bdae Celebration

That's my dearest BGs!

Sunday, 7 Nov

Out with mr.bf

The 'polka dotted' house

Monday & Tuesday, 8 & 9 Nov

Spent day 1 baking the cookies and day 2 decorating them..

first time trying out piping to decorate cookies..

not very satisfied with my gingerbread boy and gingerbread girl..

but love the snow flakes so much..

am going to bring to sch tml to give some out..

but after packing them in individual packings, i realise the chocloate star buttons start to chip off..

*SAD*

and one of the gingerbread boy's eyes dropped off..

aw..ginergerbread boy is now one-eyed..=(

100th Post

2008-12-05T19:58:00.003+08:00

Wow this is my 100th post!
Tml is Sat and the BGs gonna meet at Jo's birthday party! ^.^
Well, i am going to take over Queencess Diary and handle everything and anything on myself..It's not gonna be easy..i'm sure i will be struggling with school work and then the online boutique as well as the boutique that i am going to set up around my parents' shop..sure gonna find it hard to juggle but well, it's a challenge that i'm gonna take..
My dearest laptop has been my biggest distraction...everytime it's on, i cant help spending tons and tons of time on it..and it's bad~! but still, it's cant be help...
there's this question that has been discussed not long ago..'If you were to live a day without the computer, how will you feel?'
Mum asked me this question quite sometime ago..and i told her that if the computer is not functioning, i will not feel a thing...but if good and well, i just couldnt bring myself not to use it..=\
haha...
I'm gonna bake my Christmas cookies on monday and tuesday...if everything turns out right, i will bring it to school to give it to frens on Wed! haha...so let's hope and pray it will be good! =)
oh ya...this year, i will still be going to KL during the Christmas period..but only for 2 days...27 & 28 Dec...been spending Christmas in KL consecutively for the past 2 years already..dun ask me why KL is the chosen destination..it's selected by mr. bf and his buddy..and this reminds me to start looking for the exchange present! Wonder whose will i get this year?

Upcoming Events
~~Mr.bf's co. D&D 29 Nov~~
~~PBF Assignment due on 1 Dec~~
~~Audit Test 1 on 1 Dec~~
Jocelyn's birthday party on 6 Dec
Audit Make-up class on 6 Dec
Audit Assignment due dunno when
KL Trip on 27 & 28 Dec
Cousin Kailiang's wedding on 29 Dec
My 21st birthday party on 3 Jan
My 21st Birthday! 4 Jan
Cousin Yilu's wedding on 4 Jan (so coincident <3)
MA assignment 2 due on 8 Jan

2008-12-04T19:28:00.001+08:00

Check your mails for this special darling! haha ^.^

Make a Smilebox greeting

Ethan Ruan

2008-12-03T00:47:00.008+08:00

ying has got a new LOVE ! =p

Let me introduce you....Ethan Ruan 阮经天

Yeah he is the main actor in the tw drama '命中注定我爱你'

he's real boyish la..i did some search on him..OMG..

not sure if it's me who has a fancy for guys with short hairs or wad..

but his previous looks all so weird! the him NOW better. minus away the CHEEKY face in the ending parts of the show (the face looks real pervert i would say. HAHA!)

So well, he's still cool and good looking!

Definitely one of tw media eye-candies!

*dRoOLs* ^.^

i have completed the drama already..don't really like the back part of it..not only cause of ethan's cheeky face, but that i think it's a bit too draggy at the back..don't have any surprises like the beginning..but then got a part which is v funny..the appearance of Jam Hsiao..typically makes u burst into laughter!
Overall, it's a nice drama..watch it if u still haven't!

Got back my law assignment 1 and failed =\ the sch i am in is seriously not an easy place! MA assignment 2 due date on 8 Jan 2009..5,500 words to be written..can't imagine how am i going to complete it..

on the lighter note, my 21st birthday celebration is on 3 Jan 2009! it's a Sat! am in the midst of inviting people..will most probably send out a e-invitation card by this week or early next week..and if you're not invited (u know how forgetful i can get), do drop me a message cos everyone is more than welcomed to come and celebrate with me! =)

2008-12-01T00:35:00.002+08:00

This weekend was a fun and fulfilling one!
Saturday
Spent the afternoon watching the drama...mr. bf bought back nice and yummy Katong Laksa!!! *happy* and then headed to Paris Ris Park for mr. bf's company's D&D..a nice place plus the food was nice!! *yummy!* it's owned by 1 of his colleague's cousin..but normal days patronising would cost a bomb cos a cup of Coke itself costs $15!!!!!
darl did not manage to get anything from the luckydraw this year again..hope he gets something next year! =)
Sunday
Both me and mr. bf got STUPID dreams...on the same bed and on the same night...haha...
Headed to the library for breakfast and we each borrowed 3 books....
After which went to Haji Lane as there's a flea market going on..but didnt get anything..but it was an eye-opener..first time being to a flea market though....we walked around the area and it's a place like those shown in the 9pm show 'Little Nonya'...
today me and mr. bf pratically walk up and down...from the carpark near Plaza Singapura we walked to Bugis..then from Bugis to Haji Lane and then back...haha....
Great day out with minimal ka-ching spent...gd gd..^^
tml got Audit test and i am so not prepared...well...guess this is the first ever time in my life so far that i can go sit for a test so unprepared and got no motivation at all to start studying...so the no weightage part really doesnt motivates one much...
anyway, wish me luck still....

2008-11-28T01:26:00.002+08:00

am watching this drama right now...though quite crazy and unrealistic, it's really nice and made me cry buckets ok~
haiz..taiwan dramas are always so 梦幻...*sweet* but not applicable to real life..but well, guess all shows are not realistic ba..
right gonna finish episode 12 and head to bed...^^

2008-11-20T12:24:00.002+08:00

MA test today..die....DEAD....confirm not able to pass...wonder if i can even get 1 mark...=\
weekends are here again..so HAPPY! =)

2008-11-19T22:16:00.004+08:00

Pray that tml has got no MA test..please let the test be next week so that i can have 1 more week to prepare for it..=\

2008-11-19T10:57:00.002+08:00

ELC Test later..Wish me luck! =)

2008-11-17T21:46:00.002+08:00

Miss me? =\
Updates:

Back to a student in SIM - UOL
Currently occupied with upcoming tests - 1 down, 3 more to go
V worried but them but i just got no mood to study. dunno why.
Nothing much changed but time seems to be insufficient
Got a very ONZ M.A. lecturer but well, there are 2 sides to that - Stress us enough to do tutorial & assignments, yet stress us too much that Thursday seems to be the heaviest day of the week
Just finish working for a Guinness Event
Looking forward to Taipei trip in April 2009
Looking forward to Bangkok trip in July 2009
Both trips credits to my mr.bf who sponsor most of the expenses
Miss outing with friends. So am looking forward to Jo's bdae party. ^^
Xmas is around the corner. Me and mr.bf gonna exchange present which i am still pondering what to get for him.
2008 gonna be gone in a blink. what have i achieved for the year?

2008-01-04T23:59:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday to Me~!!
Yeah yeah..getting older liaoz…I’m 20 years old now~! So not use to telling ppl my age now..haha…
Thanks to all those who have wishes me happy bday:
Mr Auditor Micheal, Alan Ekho – Who remembered my birthday wrongly and sent the sms on 3 Jan claiming that he pressed too wrongly..my lovely darling Edward, Wen Xin, Bearbear Ah Xiiong, Priscilla, Cousin Yi Liang, Alvan Kor – Thanks for sms-ing right at 00:00 and to be the 2st to sing me a bday song.., Baoyi, Yingxiang, Nick Junhao, Cindy, Cousin Yi Wee, my notti bro, Jocelyn, bro’s gf Cindy, Spencer, Xiu Ling, Mummy, Daddy, Eric, darling’s sis Jerlyn, Meiyan, Mito – you still owe me a drink..haha.., Pei Ling, Cousin Alvin, Damien, David, ‘Greatguy’ Wei Quien, Lennertz, Leonard, Esther, Linus and to the rest whom I have forgotten to include in this list..

Special thanks to Baoyi and Yingxiang who got me a cute ‘stretchable’ cat and treated me to TCC! So touched ok…thank u so much~!
Not forgetting my darling who went all the way to picked my birthday cake from Jalan Kayu and then went around looking for flowers for me~!
My mum and dad who gave birth to me on this special date 20 yrs ago…=DAnd thanks to all my relatives who gave me ang baos….^^

2008-01-03T23:00:00.000+08:00

In case you forgot what day is it in 1 hour time, let me kindly remind you..
It's yours truly my birthday~!! =p
So must send me ur wishes ok~!! I'll be waiting~!! *wInKz*

2007-10-30T09:17:00.000+08:00

i know i have been bad..i have neglected my blog for like 2 months~!! haha...but no choice la..after being in APT, time is never enough for me..so sorrie dear bloggie...and my dearest readers..will be back with lots and lots of updates soon k...
i am currently mad over dramas..just finished watching It Started With A Kiss 恶作剧之吻..and that Joe Cheng is damn cool la..haha..and now i am crazy with Heroes..and there are like a list of dramas awaiting for me~!! so pals, if u have any dramas to recommend / lend me, be initiative and tell me ok~!! haha..till then~ take care~!! miss ya~ =)

2007-08-14T22:23:00.000+08:00

How's revision for exams my sch pals?
I dunno wad's wrong with me..cos i simply cant get myself to concentrate on studying..
Although so far i have 'fliped' through CLaw, practiced Tax computations and AFA questions, it seems as though nothing really gets in to my mind..HELP~!! this is so worrying~!
And till now, i simply have no mood to start memorising theory..tt explains why i havent touch on Tax theory and Audit~!!
This is driving me real crazy..today is already Tuesday..and it's gonna end soon..tml's Wednesday and Friday is gonna be my 1st paper..can u imagine?
Arghz~~ok i shall now try to go mug a little..jia you to all my pals..
Exams gonna be over in about a week more~!!

2007-08-12T23:18:00.000+08:00

ying fell in love once again... =)
*let me hug hug you for a while more*

2007-08-01T23:49:00.000+08:00

ying has a lot of back tracking to blog about..but she aren't in the mood now..

has she really tied him down?
deprive him of his freedom so much?
just because he wanna enjoy the lifestyle like his friends?
clubbing, Men's nite, Bachelor nites, etc?
does she really know him like once she did?
is she really that immature like what he said?
didn't she told herself not to bother so much?
but why can't she do so?
is it just her or is it a normal thing within all girls?
why did things end up this way?
is it like what he says that he's the only one who's giving in and tolerating these 2 yrs?
is she wrong?
so many questions running through..no definite answers coming out..she didn't want to talk much..she just hope that her youth will not be deprived..a 19 year old girl should still enjoy her youth..she's not even in the 20's..so do not rush her into thinking in the mindset of an older generation..if being together were so much torturous..what's love?
back to the old saying: Love hurts, life sucks...
she's gonna go back to the old her..
the more you care, the more rubbish you get..
let's not waste her effort..
her life doesn't evolves only around YOU..
a familiar stranger you are from now onwards..

2007-07-27T23:04:00.001+08:00

ying is so happy now...because she justed received a call from her darling...and yeah she misses him so...you may think: ' just not around for merely 3 days, need to miss so much meh?' nahz u are wrong..it's so different feeling when u know ur loved ones are not on the same island with you..
tears of mixture feelings...may Monday be here soon...

2007-07-23T16:27:00.001+08:00

Darl is in camp now for reservist..actually it was suppose to be until Sunday…but darl requested to leave on Thursday as he’s going to Phuket with his company on Friday..haiz...a part of me didn’t want him to go so badly..but another part of me tells me to let him go..*shurgx* since it’s been aroved by his CO, then it’s fated lor…so I will be damn free this whole week…maybe except for Thursday…Pals, u know wad to do ya? Grab ur chance to date me out…haha =p
Haiz, it’s the 2nd time darl’s going overseas without me….hurhur…but nvm…I got to think on the brighter side..hope darling get more stuffs for me this time round unlike the lat time he went China..buai paiseh..empty handed back…

Darl’s phone got confiscated because 3Gs phones are not allowed to be used in camp…total sianess…can just wait for his call then…
I miss him =(

I’m going to rush my assignments and tutorials….

2007-07-22T23:59:00.000+08:00

Saturday
Finally the day that I waited has arrived. Rushed out of darl’s house to meet his sis for breakfast..then went to apply for my DBS Debit card..yeah it’s gonna arrive in 2 to 3 weeks time. Then we headed to our destination. Parked our car at Conrad’s carpark before we walk around Suntec, Millennia Walk and Marina Square. Went into Levi’s when darl went to try on some jeans..it’s really funny la…darl getting fatter..until the size 27 oso cannot zip up..even tried until size 29..haha..then we headed to Carrefour for some mini shopping..bought sushi for our lunch, grabbed some tidbits and off we went to check in for our room.
Similar display of furniture but the room this time round seems to be a tiny winy bit smaller..darl says he prefers the room the last time when we were there..initially wanted to watch Die Hard 4 on lappy..but watch till half way the both of us fell asleep..yeah we were tt sleepy..then sleep half way suddenly the door open..scared us…it was the house-keeping…haha…we forgot to lock the door..=x
Dinner at Tony Romas~! It was good…1 set of dinner can keep the 2 of us full..actually planned to walk over to Clarke Quay after our dinner but I guess we were too lazy to do so..so continue walking around Suntec as I wanted to get my makeup remover (forgot to bring)..so walk walk and walk and went into The Face Shop..when I was exiting the shop, I noticed a guy keep on looking at me but I didn’t bother to see who was it..tt’s when someone called out my name..Ryan, my ex Sportslink colleague..with his gf…oh my god..he changed so much la..
Then it was back to Carrefour to grab more sushi which was on sale at that time and then to buy some drinks back..I cannot find the Vodka which we used to drink back then..and I missed tt a lot..so I bought something similar..Vodka Blue…forgot the brand..not bad though..
So headed back to hotel to chill out..watch Guess guess guess and we decided to head to bed since we are going to wake up early the next morning for breakfast…

Sunday
Happy times fly real fast ya? So reluctant to wake up..the bed is just so comfy la…I wan tt bed in my room =p…so went for our complimentary buffet breakfast…*full full* headed back to room to pack and checked out..
Wanted to head home but we ended up in The Central..it looks awfully empty and I wonder how the shops actually can survive there..went to Harvey Norman to look for darl’s sis cam battery and memory stick..the funny part is when…I was discussing the price of he battery and memory stick with darling hesitating if we should go back to Sony to buy as we remembered it was cheaper back there..then the salesman said: ‘if you want I can give you discount,’ Darl replied: ‘how much? If I did not remember wrongly Sony sells $45 for the memory stick..’ nahz darl didn’t remember the actual price..so the salesman says ok he charge us $45 for the memory stick instead of the $50+ and for the battery, he offered $79 instead of the actual $97…haha…so now we know Harvey Norman’s items are negotiable in price and not fix…good buy…
Walked around Clarke Quay..it really changed a lot…walked pass MOS, Clinic, Attica, One Nite Stand, etc pubs…yeah next time I know where to chill out..was craving for TCC’s ti-rum-mi-su..it’s funny la…everyti I wan find a TCC outlet, we always cant seem to locate one…when I’m not craving for it, we will walk pass lots and lots of the outlets…so we found one at Clarke Quay..it was very small..but good as it’s quiet..darl liked that place a lot..yeah more chilling out sessions at cafes soon…=)

2007-07-14T09:51:00.000+08:00

yeah in PPP class now..nt paying attendtion at all.. =p

looking forward for the programmes lining up later.. =)

ok ying got a hair cut and now looks completely different...my friends comment that i look like a small girl...so the next time u see someone who looks liks me on the street but wonder if that girl is me cos she suddenly seems to be like a little girl, doubt no more..it's me ya...haha! =D

let the picstures bring u through ba..

here it goes....

before the hair cut...

the fringe..

haha.. =p

typical small girl look manz~!! oh no..haha...short nicer? or long nicer?? =x i'm still not used to my new hair yet....

2007-07-07T23:59:00.000+08:00

Special day today...headed school for PPP lesson today and it was amazing tt i wasnt a bit sleepy at all~!
Darl picked me up and we headed for lunch..Hinted to him: 'Ya so wad it is a special day? It's just a normal day for me..'
Haha..then he suggested we go shopping later in the evening..so headed back to his place..he was the one complaining that he was tired but yet i was the one who slept like a pig once i touched the bed...Lol..Woke up like at 5.30pm and we prepared and headed to Marina Square..havent been there for quite a long time..
Met up with Cin to pass her the contacts and she left to meet Irvin..Thus darl and me went round looking for our dinner..in the end we came across 1A curry puffs and each had 1..there were like so many flavours..we had a normal curry puff with egg and a chilli crab..not really that fantastic..i still prefer Old Chang Kee's...Then we went to order the extra large chicken cutlet from Shilin..and tt sort of settled our hungry stomachs..and we actualy had only tt for dinner..haha..
Darl's damn sweet today..and i hope he stays forever this sweet..not possible every moment i know.. =x
So while we are heading back, we walked passed MNG and darl asked me to go in to shop..so i went in and the outlet at Suntec was good..not crowded like any other outlets i went in before..then was browsing and browsing..then darl found the top which i wanted over at MS's outlet which ran out of my size..then he took another 2 more dresses to ask me to try it on..he loves it so much la..so ya...he bought all the 3 for me...adds up to $80 plus...OMG i cannot believe it..and i kinda feel so bad..Thanks darling..Thanks thanks.. =)
07.07.07 it's a great day for me~! *smiles*

2007-07-04T00:02:00.001+08:00

ya sorry it's my fault again...my fault for worrying about you..my fault for calling you so many times when i didnt know that you was in the midst of pumping petrol into ur car and tt i wanna make it explode~~
ya my fault...my fault for having to concern u..
blame me ya? u went in to JB and it's 2hrs later where i am still waiting for your call..so ya..i was not suppose to worry bout you..and having being worried, i shouldn't have called you..where the line goes: Connection error, Number busy, Number not in use....i should not have went on further to keep on calling so many times till u actually picked it up and the first thing i ever recevie from u was u shouting at me asking why i keep on calling you..
i feel so much like slapping myself awake to see if all i done was worth while..i feel so much like stabbing myself and make myself numb so that i wont feel anything after all...i just find it so damn disappointed and i am angry in fact..for the fucking reason that i actually go bother about u...i should have just hacked care and sit back to do nothing..not to pick up the phone to dial out a call that makes myself feel full of shit right now..
not worth it...not at all...
not when u actually called back without realising how u felt at the point of trying to contact you..instead...you insisted i was at wrong..ya...once u reject my call..i shouldn't have tried calling again..if only i knew u did reject my call...
all in all, if only i could bear to bring myself to not be bothered about you so much...
useless me~~~

2007-06-26T22:20:00.000+08:00

been quite a time since i blogged ya? holiday's over~~yeah sch started~~need time to adjust still~~
my lappy is still being hospitalised~~when will i get it back ar?
today drove to school..and then drove BGs 5 and Sam for lunch at Bukit Timah and then went foe dessert at Holland Village~~thanks dude for the ice-cream treat ya~~haha..but then on the way back i scared myself and my pals...was concentrating on wanting to change lane and didn't notice the car infront breaking..almost banged into it~~sorry pals..i'll be more careful the next time.. ^^
drove Sam and his friend, Linus (think tt's his name) back to shop there for bus..dude, ur frinds seems v familiar to me~~haha..
i'm back to spending time on OZ..yeah..a game which i played 6years back...and it's back now~~though it's quite boring..but it's addictive~~and 'shadowless'...haha..met a few frens there though =)..
i starts to feel that i'm becoming darker~~oh no~~swim and swim too much i guess..i suddenly have the urge to go swimming in the nite~~anyone interested too? O.o
has been watching this Hong Kong drama series 'Heart of Greed'..it's nice and touching..shows a lot about the different sides of people..and there's this song in it..which i think it's meaningful and nice~~

If you wander off too far
My love will get you home
If you follow the wrong star
My love will get you home

If you ever find yourself
Lost and all alone
Get back on your feet and think of me
My love will get you home
Boy, my love will get you home

If the bright light blinds you eyes
My love will get you home
If your troubles break your strive
My love will get you home

If you ever find yourself
Lost and all alone
Get back on your feet and think of me
My love will get you home
Boy, my love will get you home

not the complete song though~~but still love it~~ =)

2007-06-07T23:58:00.000+08:00

When was the last time when ur love ones told u: 'I love you'? 3 words so simple..yet so meaningful..
How many times would a couple quarrel over this 3 words? Especially when all i want is to hear this 3 words not because i'm childish, neither is it that i have no faith in you..for all i wan..is the 3 words as confirmation...to let my heart beem with happiness..tt's all i ask for with the 3 words..
I am not good with words as always..not good at expressing myself and perhaps..not even good at communicating..perhaps it was really wrong to ask: 'Darling, is it that u dun feel my love for you?' and 'Is there anything between our relationship?' For all i wan is to ensure that the recent quarrels we have didn't effect us in anyway..but it turned out to be disappointment to u once again...u're right..a mature lady wont ask such silly question..sorry...
where's my darling baby who would always tell me that he loves me once and then and i would not be marked as childish for asking him: "Darling, ni ai wo ma?" ok tt's of the past...just memories that i should keep within and not take out as comparison..
I need someone to turn to..but i dunno who...
I doubt i am a good girlfriend..because i always bring disappointment to him..because i dunno how to coax him as and when..because everything i do seems to manage to agitate him somehow..and because, a good gf's bf will not think of other girls neither will they sweet talk to them...
I didn't wanna ask even when i knew and it hurts me so..you getting and giving numbers to K from Super Galvinishing Co due to her last day of work and thus exchanging msn and stuffs..and if u dunno it..let me tell u, she doesn't know u are attached and she presumes u are not for you seems to be kind and tt's why she gave u her numer..and u telling K that u thought of her after ur fren's bdae party at 6am in the morning and thus sending her a sms (or even to others)..i got reprimanded by u for asking u to send me a sms to tell me u reached home safely after the same celebration..it makes me recall 5 to 4 years back where u would just mass send every girls the same sms telling them that u miss them..i am sorry..i assumed...
and u getting to know J from ur part-time sch where the both of u are so close..u even stood out for her when we quarreled that time...
ur sec sch bestie LF sms u tt nite when i was staying over at ur place..we were in ur room where i was trying to slp and u were watching tv..tt's when u without saying a word switch off the tv and went to the living room..i went out to ask u where u came out and u told me ur room's screen too small and u cannot turn on the volume too loud scared of disturbing me sleep..thanks for the concern..on the other hand, i found out that u went out and replied LF's sms..
i kept these all to myself...for i dun wish to strike off another war.it's tiring for me too...
u're a good bf...trying to meet all my carvings and request..thanks really..you said i should be contented with what i have..i do..
it's not true tt my bf has more downs than ups...it's just tt i wanna rant all the boos out and then keep them far away..
for the moment i open my eyes tml, i am gonna be a strong girl..for i feel that i have really been too vulnerable...
a brand new ying tml..i'll try..but it might take time..

*p.s. guys and girls, do let ur partner know that u love them every now and then..it's really important..I Love You

i hope that he will never read this..for it will be relfected as childishness..no more please....

A song so nice which truly describes how i am feeling now..

Would you be there
If I were blue, would you be there for me,
And whisper in my ears that's ok.
Would you stand by me, let me hold you tight,
And say you love me one more time.
If I feel good, would you slow dance with me,
And touch my lips with tender loving care,
Would you die for me, would you run with me,
And never look back..

Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one, to take my breath away?
Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one, to take my breath away?
Would you be there..

If I'm away, would you still think of me?
And wish that you could hold me now?
Or would you die for me, would you run with me,
All the way...

Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one, to take my breath away?
Would you be there to set my soul tonight?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you will always be there?
To kiss my pain away?

Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one, to take my breath away?

Would you be there to set my soul tonight?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you will always be there?
To kiss my pain away?
Would you be there?
For me....

2007-05-28T10:53:00.001+08:00

Friday
Woke up feeling so happy..and then things started to go down down and down when i reached sch..first of all..C.Law tutrial..where that attitude tutor turned me off..and then abt Sam...
went down to Lavendar for the funeral wake..first time felt so affected despite the person not someone close to me..life's really fragile..this really struck me so at the very very moment..we should really cherish everyday and everyone...lifes just so unpredictable..
And then mum told me that bro's gonna go missing again..and he really did..didn't return home that day...*vexed*
Saturday
St James Power Station at nite..was so happily looking forward to it..and then things went all down again..headed there with darl and his sis..the moment we reached there, darl started to jio his frens for drinks leaving me and his sis there..after which his sis went over to Boilers' Room to llok for her fren..and tada..there i am standing like a dumbo over there..so i headed out for a walk..just so damn sianz..perhaps i reallly dunno how to socialise ba...not especially when everyone is being in their groups of frens...went down to the dance foor with ming's gf..dunno her name..and then this guy started to came near us..his dance moves were scary to me..plus the lightings effect..totally turn me off..headed back to look for darl..this's when he came to me and tell me: "i go over to take pic with the girl..play play only.." so i tot ok..but it's really not when he went over and hug the girl..i asked sis to look t what his bro was doing..and sis went up to him and make a scene..really need to thank her..for i wont have the courage to go up..and it really cracks my heart..even if it was 'playing' only..he crashed all my trusts in him...he can do this thing infront of me..wad if i weren't there? what could have happened? ya blame me for not understanding nor forgiving enough..i really cant tolerate these type of things..serious..
had a hard time trying to forgive him..but like wad i've said, he really made me disappointed..and i really am..u've got to built everything up again..serious...
darl and sis quarrelled in choon's car..i had a hard time being the middleperson..and sis was really hurt..i understand...
headed to Mac for supper with darl, choon, and choon's gf...talked and talked about the damn F**KER..sucks..
so the nite was good at all...
Sunday
went over to sis's place as darl headed out for his colleague's wedding...lazed around and couldn't get myself into the mood of studying..i really have no mood for it and i dunno how am i gng to finish revising for common test..it starts on the coming Sat..haiz...after which went to IMM for a walk bringing the 2 precious..they're really mischevious..but damn cute too..Bryan loves the chilli sauce and bbq sauce..he kepps on dipping the fries into the sauces and then just putting it into his mouth to taste the sauces..he's just so adorable..haha...
went home and mum passed me a letter that bro wrote..i'm disappointed once again..he thinks i hate him..for i always scold him..fine...take it as i hate u..for i am always so concerned about you..going to sch to find your teacher when ur phone gets confiscated and then got into arguement with ur teacher and even vice principal...asking my bf to bring me ard to search for u the 1st time u go missing..always wanted to bring u out so u will not feel bored..asking u to tell me whenever u wanna go out with ur gf so that i can persuade mum to let u out...and if not, i can bring u out..forget it..think it's all not appreciated..it's really disappointing...
suck suck sucks.......
Today
first time in my 3 yrs poly life my parents drove me to sch...touched..=)
today will be a better day..

2007-05-24T18:09:00.000+08:00

it's been quite a while since i last blogged..and i'm really busy and shagged..completely..with tons and loads of assignments, tutorials, projects & presentations..the cycle just go round and round and i, or rather we, are really not having enough sleeps and stuff..i feel as though i'm just going to break into 2 very soon..(hint: massage need~~ haha..)

and then Common test is just next week..starts on Saturday some more...after which the whole stretch of Mon to Thurs continuosly..whereby i dunno how to start to revise for it...

was thinking of starting this weekend..but i doubt i can..cos Sat nite still needa go down to St James for birthday party..ya..so if u are there do come find me ya~~

i will just blog about whatever is coming to my mind right now..

got the Campus Superstar Junyang's signature yesterday when he came to our school to sell some charity tickets for 'Get High' school concert..should have took pic with him too..SHOULD...haha...

Peiling wrote us touching notes on her blog...been quite a while since i last saw her..looking forward to KFC outing after common test..haha..

Cannot believe that such a MAN actually exist in this world..your ugly hidings were being found out yet still can have so much confidence saying it's not his fault and hiding all the truth..it's just so disgusting man~~and i feel sad for them..

Ok now some random pics of the past few events..

Fish & Co's seafood luch platter with darling at IMM

Taken when i was heading out for sch..see the dark clouds..

Grandmother's birthday on Mother's day

Bad bad me skipped Audit Tutorial.. =p

Preciousss *love them lots =)

2007-04-30T00:20:00.000+08:00

Why is it that u're always repeating something which i don't like? it's not that i've not told you about it..but i've pointed it out so many times that i dislike the way u're doing 'it'..so why repeat n repeat making me so paranoid and insecure?!!
Yes i'm at fault for checking..but if there's nothing to hide, dun try to delete away the details and leave the title there..it leads to more misunderstanding and doubts..really..it's just like killing someone and then removing the weapon leaving the body there for the police to investigate..
'Sometimes the people who you believe most makes you doubt'. This sentence is very true..
And dun try to reveal a bit of here and there and then when i ask, knowing that there's obviously something wrong, you says nothing at all but in fact you know deep down what's wrong..
Forget it, u'll nv know how to change this..cos u'll jus say: 'i jus dun wan u to anyhow think'...but the fact is like what i've always said..the more u hide, the more u're gonna mess up things here and the more i'll anyhow think..if u think i'm joking abt this, think twice..
P/S: No my bf hasn't cheated on me..and u were to know him, jolly well bring him to my blog cos perhaps he'll know how i am feeling more..ha~~
And i think i've actually said something very wrong in my earlier postings..something like: Sometimes quarrels make us understand one and other more..no..tt's not right..misunderstandings and quarrels make one another become more distant and paranoid..really~~ ='(
i think i'm pathetic..if only i could bear to let go..if only i hadn't love so much..

2007-04-27T22:17:00.000+08:00

The end of a tiring week~!! really shagged out this week in school..with so many days of ending school at 5pm....makes me doze off everytime at the last 2 classes of the day..sleepy n tired~!!!
Sam's been with us as though he's the new members of BGs..if by going by what BGs stands for, he surely qualifies la..LOL..but too bad..it's a girl thing...haha..and PeiLing cannot be replaced.. =p
a long weekend awaits me~!!! i'm so tempted to like go out for midnight shopping today..but nope..i'm still home..sianz..wad a Friday nite..
i'm actually looking forward to Wednesday..might be heading down to St James for ladies nite with my dearest Cin..not sure if it's still on..and i'm still wondering if i will be able to stand it for the tiring school of Thursday..
lots and lots of assignments awaits me..it's so stressful this sem la~!! plus all assignments due dates are so close~!! either on the same day or before and after that...please bless me~!!
am considering to take the Econs nite class for Oct Sem where i'll be in attachment..should i? should i not?
actually got lots of things i wanted to blog about..but all out of a sudden nothing's coming to my mind..
off to watch Survivor Fiji..
great weekend ahead~!!

2007-04-19T14:14:00.000+08:00

Let me do some back tracking..

To YOU out there
Stop poking your nose into my life nor my problem..cos first of all, i'm not someone who u know that well and neither do i think i need you to know my well..And neither am i asking anyone to pity me cos i dun need that~~so stop misunderstanding what i mean with all my nicks and stuffs..You can jolly well click on delete to delete me away from your contacts..I just dun understand why u KPOs need to come kpo about my feelings and then make an ass out of you and me by assuming things which YOU THINK it's the way you feel..just fuck off and stop influencing what others think about me~~

St James Power Station
So Nan was smsing darling saying that he's single that nite and stuffs..so ya..asked Cindy along cos i wanna pour some feelings out and i think i need some drinks to get myself over some stuffs..Cin asked me earlier to club so it's just nice..didn't drink much that nite..1 jug of Vodka Canberry which tasted like they ran out of Vodka so they put in too much of Cranberry juice..Finished it up with Cin like in 1 shot..and there came a guy who introed himself as : 'Guan' ('close' in Chinese) or we can call him Hairy..Not in the mood to know new friends that nite and not especially when my bf is just beside me~~but it's glad to have Cin there with me and i think we gonna have more clubbing outings..haha~~

School reopened
Yeah school reopened and everything went smoothly till yesterday..I had diarrohea..went to the toilet 7times and wake up in the middle of the nite rushing to the toilet to puke..lucky that i didn't faint..

New HP
Goodbye to my Nokia 6670 and welcome N73..yeah..got the metallic red one..but i love my dad's N95 more..haha..

Random
Stop telling me how skinny i am..i already knew this fact and i'm trying hard to gain more weight~~u think i like it this way? you think i wanna be down with cough and flu...and then with bad stomach cramps..and then now with diarrohea?? Not at all ok~~i wanna be healthy too..so think before you speak..

2007-04-07T11:15:00.000+08:00

Spent a bomb yesterday! Despite that, had a damn wonderful day with my darling..been such a long time since i had such a great time with him..Maybe due to all the downs that we had..hope everything is all so right from now onwards.. =)
Met up at 11.30am afterwhich he initally wanted to bring me to Tiong Bahru for lor mee..but on the way there i suggested going for dim sum at Redhill as it's been such a long time since i last been there..And yeah..the food was as good as usual..30plus kachings gone..
Went to Chinatown for our daily neccesities and OMG we spent 75 kachings there~!!
Then headed to Bugis Village where i wanted to look for my jellies pumps..The crowd was like 'i oso dunno how to comment on it'..it's jamming over everywhere..And the worse is..the pumps don't come in my size~~haiz..so walked back to Parco Bugis Junction..tt's where i bought a mini-dress from M)phosis and a ring there..40plus kachings gone..
Drove down to ECP and it's jamming too~!! so we surrendered and headed back to Marina Sq..Had our dinner at Cafe The Cartel..We're so damn ful with 1 main course and 1 side dish..30 kachingss gone..
Walked over to Esplanade and then to One Fullerton..love the night so damn much..Night sceneries are the best man~~haha.. =)
So we headed back to M.S where i went into Zara..bought a purple tube top~~20 kachings gone~~
Went back to his sis place to find the 2 naughty ones..just can't stand them la~~so cheeky~~haha..
it's really been a Good Friday~!! =)
*appreciate*
Total kachings spent: 30 + 75 +40 + 30 + 20 + 30(petrol) = 225!!!!!!!
but i'm happy~!! woo hoo~~ =p

2007-04-03T13:10:00.000+08:00

Off to Dbl O on Sat nite..first time being there..not bad..would be nicer if the air con is a bit stronger..it's my first time trying Tequila shot..damn hot the taste..but it's alright after chewing on the lemon~~not bad~~
Darl has signed the documents..so now we pray, wish and hope that the day will come sooner~~shall disclose then~~
Now due to the numerous days of late night sleeps i'm now sick~~feverish, cough and flu..but i still gotta drag myself to tution~~no choice~~cos i wanna both too end ASAP..1 which will end within a few hours and the other tml..great..
now we're left with like 2 weeks of holiday? i wonder if it's good or bad~~

2007-03-26T23:20:00.000+08:00

Another happy weekend~!!
My skin is damn burning hot and red now~~especially my shoulders...think the skin gonna start to peel off a few days later~~went swimming again this time round with the hot sun shinning~~tt explains why i am so burnt now~~
Headed for KFC~!! this's the first time i love the chickens so much~~usually i only go for Zinger burgers or Bandito pocket..perhaps i was too hungry~~haha...
Weekend is over in a blink..can't it be longer?
And i had KFC again today~~haha..2 days of consecutive KFC..and i'm still thinking of the Zinger burger right now~~oh no~~=p
gonna sleep soon~~v tired~~nightz~~
*and i miss u so =)*

2007-03-20T22:47:00.000+08:00

i need a place to cry..
where should it be?
i need someone to pour my heart out..
will you be the one?

i need a place to cry..
but nowhere seems right..
i need someone to pour my heart out..
but you aren't the one..

2007-03-18T23:52:00.000+08:00

happy weekend~!! woohoo~~ =D
Saturday
Met darling after his work and headed for lunch~~then we headed back to his place where we watched the show 'Huang Jin Jia'..after which we continued to watch 'Norbit' (i wonder if this's the show name) and then next 'Silk'..Silk is damn scary la~~after that we headed for supper at 1am..initially wanted to go to Macpherson for kway chap..but the stall is already closed..so we went to Geylang for supper..went there just last week..but the stall where we went for dim sum this time round aren't nice~~slept at 4am..
Sunday
Woke up at 9am and we went swimming~!!! so happy..been wanting to swim or head to the beach for such a long time..haha..there was no sun so initially we thought we were not tanned..only to find out the 'wa so big difference in colour' when we went to bath..haha..next we headed for sushi~!! Damn nice and cheap~!! 99 cents for each plate of sushi..it's a Suki sub-branch i think..shiok..$20 and a few cents we managed to settle our lunch~~
Then we headed to Turf City to look for cars~yeah my darling is considering of buying a new car..and it should be soon on it's way~~hopefully everything will just turn out fine~!! =)
*loved*

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nw i am having a very hard time deciding on which electives to choose for my next semester..Corporate Secretarial Practice to be with the girls or Financial Planning where i think it's more easier for me~?? arghz~~ 1 more day left to think~~ haiz~~

2007-03-15T23:55:00.000+08:00

wad had i been doing in the holiday?
practically nothing but sleeping late, waking up late, facing the computer for almost the whole of the time i'm awake other than when i'm out, going to tuition each 1.5 hours for Mon - Thurs...regretted that i didn't work hard in finding a job~~
results out and well, not bad i can say~~=)
i took up 2 tuition assignments this holiday...one P1 girl and one P2 boy...wonder why am i so suay to actually got 2 of these students...
Student 1: P1 girl
She has a mother from Philippines and a China dad...despite that, she doesn't knows how to speak chinese..i wonder if the China dad is fake..and the worse part is, i'm suppose to teach her maths too..so the other day i was asking her to read for me the question when she paused for so long..so i asked her if she knows how to read English and she SHOKE her head..*faints* she has a brother who is so KPO that he has to come to the study table now and then to look what is his sister doing~~and in return, i have to chase him away..more jia lad is, when i'm having tutuion, her mum can happily enjoy her tv with loud volume in her room PLUS her bro in the LIVING ROOM (where i'm teaching) with loud volume too~!!! *kill me*
the children are having holidays so her mum told me that i could come earlier on my next lesson depsite the normal 8pm lessons..so i told her i will be there 3pm on Wed..and she said ok..here comes Wed when i drove happily down to the house, rand the doorbell when the halfnaked China man with a cigratte opens the door looking stunned~~His wife has brought her daughter (my student) out for movie..*stab me*
Student 2: P2 boy
He spent 0.5 hours for the first lesson to do ONE question of the comprehension where he writes, and then rubs away, write again, and then rub away again..and tt's always the case..i give him work to do, he gets stuck and he practically stuck at the question without asking me anything...give him homework whereby he is required to look up the dictionary for meanings of words and he tells me the words are not in the dictionary~~*strangle me*
got a call from his mum saying that he's having a doctor appointment so i got to go earlier that day for tution..agreed on 11am..so there i go waking myself up earlier than normal and then rushing myself over to his place when his grandmother opens the door surprised to see me and telling me she forgot to wake him up..so i waited when his sister says he refused to wake up as he was having stomach aches..then his grandma tried to open the locked door with keys when the boy uses his body weight to prevent his grandma from opening the door..he refused to come out for tution..called his mum and i'm told to go back~~*murder me*

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i'm glad to have a bf who dotes on me despite making me real angry and kept on bullying me..i know what u've done for me and i really appreciates it..i WILL and i WANT to marry u la silly boy~~haha..*hugx*

2007-02-27T13:17:00.000+08:00

I am back to blog~!! Happy chinese new year pals.. haha..
some photos from my new year first ba..

Day 1

Daddy~~Still that handsome despite getting older =)

Mummy who's always not looking at the camera

Brother~~he's lovable at times.. =p

Day 2

The lovely siblings~~

Lalala~~

Love of my life~~ *hearts*

Went out practically everyday and only reached home after 12am daily..haha...leading life as busy as a bee but enjoying myself to the max..=)

Then off to Zouk again on 23 Feb as there was a fashion show going on..wad Frenzy Easy Very Japenezy? haha..drank drank and drank..the funny thing was..i am very sure i was not drunk but i actually cannot remeber exactly how i got back home with my darling boy after supper at Boon Lay market..haha..think i was way too tired..

The next day was to Conrad Hotel~!! Our very post Valentine's Day celebration..enjoyed and relaxed ourselves totally over there..we will be back Conrad~! haha..

2007-02-16T00:00:00.000+08:00

For a few moments back, i was really damn happy for the day~~cos exams have come to an end...
but right now, i'm not~~
get this damn fact into your head..overall i'm still a teenager who's just 19 years old..i have come to learnt that i should lead my life the way i want to and not change anything for anyone..not anymore..cos i realised not everything i try to do is being appreciated..
i mentioned a lot of time and you ****ing know i hate it when anyone says i'm childish..for goodness sake..if you wanna know what's the real meaning of being childish..i can show you..so dun come test me with this few words..my patience now adays are limited..
blame it on me..perhaps i'm really feeling v tired..both physically and emotionally..tt's why i pick things on you..FINE...
If you really think that there's no need to tell your partner where u're gng...i'll let you know the feeling in return~~so dun come picking the same fault back on me when i carry out something which u always do and that i did told u before that i really DISLIKED it..bear on mind this: ying is someone who will do what u think is right for u~~serious..this is something real bad about me..but it can't be helped..my surroundings pressed me to the corner..
tomorrow will be a much better day..

2007-02-14T21:10:00.000+08:00

Happy Valentine's Day
Sadly, not able to celebrate this special day this year~~Thanks to the Audit paper and MA paper~~haha..but luckily we've got belated V'day's plan~! Although it's like 1 week later, but we're still looking forward to it~! (=
Ok now we are down with 3 papers..Haiz..dunno how to comment about Audit..i seriously got no confident doing well..but shall just hope that i will pass..
Now we are left with the 1 and only 1 MA paper tomorrow morning..can't wait for it to be over and i'll be as free as a bird~!! haha..but right now it's hard to mug everything cos i'm really doing last minute revision..*bad*
alright, am going back to mug my way out..Hope all have a lovely day on this normal yet special day~!
*loves*

2007-02-11T18:35:00.000+08:00

Thanks pals for your concern..my bro returned~~haiz~~been really busy over him in my exams period..
And i havent managed to start my revision on Audit and MA~!!! someone help me~~wonders how am i gonna complete studying for them~~hope will do well for tml's FMGT~~ lucks to me~!! =)

2007-02-11T01:33:00.000+08:00

#$%^&*~! My brother is missing~! anyone who sees him please inform me~!!!!

2007-02-09T20:51:00.000+08:00

Just a short random post..
Think this is real meaningful:
nEvEr tAkE sMeOnE fOr gRaNtEd cOs YoU'LL wAkE uP oNe DaE & rEaLiSe yOu'Ve LoSt a DiAmOnD wHiLe cOLLeCtiNg sToNeS ...
It's true~! i've experienced this before but luckily i've got him back~~ maybe tt explains why the more i'm cherising him.. (:
well well..down with RFA..left 3 more to go~! Jia you wors~!!

2007-02-08T01:11:00.001+08:00

i am really gonna be stressed out~! started doing 1 RFA revision paper at 10.25pm which i should have finish doing by 12.25am as it is a 2 hour paper~~and within this 2 hours, i only managed to complete 2 out of 3 questions..if this was to happen on the actual day which is like 1 more day away, it means i am gonna lose 20 marks straight away~
and i realised i completely forgot about Income taxes which i have revised like on Sunday? OMG~! someone help me~!! or rather~~i should help myself~!!! arghz~~
FMGT revision this 2 days were mere practicising without memorising..think gonna leave the memorising part to Sat if not i sure gonna forget all of them~~
and i really wonder how on earth am i going to get myself started on Audit and MA..
from what i have seen and heard, friends have like finished Audit revision~~i really envy them~!!
Oh no~~ying is real panicked now~~
pray for me will you? pray that i will have superb concentration skills and memory once i wake up tomorrow..and not forgetting to pray that i will pass with good grades~~
have to jia you liaoz wor~~
off to continue my RFA revision paper then to bed~~
nitez pals~~ (-.-)zzZ

2007-02-06T13:18:00.000+08:00

taking a few minutes out for this post~
ying is having PMS i think.. -sianz-
Met up with cutie Alan for dinner last nite~~Haha..now i know why he says his hair like nerd~~the 7-11 staff can even tell him straight in the face that~~ =p he's a damn heavy smoker i must say~~~3 sticks within 1 hour since i met him~~but overall he's still cute lor~~
Experienced something eerie ytd~~was calling shop from home when this girl picked up the phone..hearing that it's someone i dunno (and i tot it's my cousin or whoever wanting to play tricks on me), i asked: Who are you? then the girl replied: Who are you looking for? this carries on for a few times before i decided to hang up..then i look back the number i dialed in my cordless phone and confirming it's the right number,i REDIALED..mum picked up..i was angry la..so i ask if my bro was back..tt's what i wanted to ask when i called..then i say: very funny hor liddat play tricks on me~then mum was puzzled..ask me what happened what play tricks? so i told her then she says the phone didn't even rang just now and no one has picked up any calls..OMG~! ok~~it's Starhub connection error~~enough said~~ =x
how i wish someone can da bao lunch for me now~~i'm hungry~~
Put RFA aside for today~~more practices to go and hopefully it will be done~~2 more days before the actual day comes~~i'm scared~~
Revising FMGT now and i hope i can finish it fast~
Sometimes some things are better kept within oneself~~

2007-02-03T00:36:00.000+08:00

ying is feeling cheeky~! haha~~

cheeky pics for you too~! a bit bo liaoz la i know~~ =p

Before going out today

While waiting for mum in the car~

Was staying at home for the whole day..wad was i doing? watching HK drama series from the web, chatting a bit on msn..and last but not least, i did revised..managed to cover 1 chapter of RFA today~~kill me~!!!!!!!!! =x

I really wished i could slap myself to let me see the red lights that are coming for the exams...no matter what i gotta start my serious revision~! why is it just so hard to concentrate? *stressed*

Well, bathed and get myself prepared and headed to shop..took dad's car and went to pick darling up..i seems to drive alone quite a lot recently~~and i dunno when i started to have the courage to drive at 120km/h~~daddy really influenced and teach me quite a lot~~dunno good or bad~~haha..but at least i know how to overtake vehicles more confidently~~ =)

Cin called before i left house~~haiz..missed another gatherings with my babes~~miss them lots~~

So headed down to Jalan Kayu to pray and a weird incident happened~~kinda scary though~~but it's all under control..next we headed for prata~!! yummy~~ordered 'Kum-meng' soup (dunno how to spell la) was craving for that~~and yeah it's so nice la~!! shiok~!! ordered 3 cheese pratas, 5 egg pratas, 2 mee goreng and 1 paper prata..shared it among 5 of us~~good good prata meal~!! and this means that more pimples to appear to my already 'a lot of pimples' face~~hurhur~~i need a miracle product to make pimples vanish overnight~!! or rather at the very moment~!! haha..but anyway i enjoyed my supper~!!

Going to the library with darl darl tomorrow~~looking forward to it~~first time studying together with darling~~haha..good nitez pals~~sweet dreams~~ *hugx*

2007-02-01T22:40:00.000+08:00

finally couldnt control myself and shouted at him..think he should really go reflect on his attitude towards us..even threw his boots to the rubbish chute area..just wanted him to know what he should be independent of and what he can be dependant on..but i feel bad for doing that..of which i dunno why i feel bad also~~
couldn't get myself started with revision the whole day..something is really missing in me to push me for that..what on earth am i actually craving for?

2007-01-30T20:16:00.000+08:00

Well well, post post~~have to back track a bit~~
Saturday 27 Jan 06
Met darling after he knock off from work~~headed to Westmall first to have our lunch..yummy yummy meal at 'tian1 le4 li3'..the food there in nice man~! After that initially planned to go to study in the library while he needs to complete his project..but the 2 naughty us was wondering if we wanna go do some shoppings instead..haha..had 'scissors-paper-stone' and if i win, we'll go shopping..if he wins, we'll go study...in the end he won~! But nevertheless, we still decided to go out..cos i promised to help him with his work =x
So off we go to Sim Lim to find thumbdrive and tv card..got 2 of the 2GB thumbdrives at $49.90 each..(now i'm poorer by $99.80) one for my parents and one for me as the 512MB one isn't enough for me~~then darling went to look for his TV box..got one at $92..not bad though..after that headed for dinner at Botak Jones~! Something i was craving for~~haha...yummilicious~!!
Went back to darl's house to install the TV box and then headed back to my home to do his project..it was already 12am la~! so tired~~in the end we both cannot stand it and went to sleep at 3am..
i had the least sleep all my life for this whole week i think~!! haha

Sunday 28 Jan 06
Nothing much~~but a very sweet and enjoyable weekend~~ =) love it~~

Monday 29 Jan 06
Brought mummy to Binbin's salon~~X'pect Hair Studio...didn't want to do anything for myself one..then Binbin was asking why not i colour my hair? So asked mum if she going to colour oso...Then mum said she wanna highlight~~so why not i oso do right? haha~~in the end i spend >$100 for the day~~Chinese New Year really making me damn broke~~i need a job pretty soon~! Best with good pay~!! haha~~shopped around but only bought a top in the end~~all manicure shop in shopping centre like fully booked liaoz~~so i went to book the one around my parents' shop..hope it's still up to standard~~

Today
Officially the last day of school~~well well, tt means to say exams are really near~~stressed~really~~
Catch me in the library peeps~~haha..i will surely be there mugging my way out~~tired~~scary oso~but wad to do? Jia yous wor everyone~~ =)

this mouse is on my wishlist~~anyone wanna get it for me? =x haha~~

2007-01-22T23:25:00.000+08:00

Have been deprived of sleep this 2 weeks..have to stop all these and rest well..haha~
Exams coming so soon~~2 more weeks..scary la..it's like so fast la..year 2 coming to an end too..
Bought a dress at Outfitters on Saturday..Love it lots..haha..will be back for another top which i regretted not getting it that day too~now i am gonna search for shoes and perhaps a few more clothings..wonder how much am i going to spend this time round~~~
Cin is weird..wonder what's wrong and hopefully when u read this girl, do update me about anything and everything ok~~
Am gng to bed liaoz~~good nitez friends~~ =)

2007-01-18T21:08:00.000+08:00

It's NP open house today~! Haha..we went to act newbie and got ourselves the goodie bag..haha...funny right~~we will be back tml for the Swensen's ice-cream~~ =p
Went Bugis TCC today...quite a nice place to chill out...but i still prefer the Clarke Quay's one..more relaxing and felt as though u are at home..
Had potato wedges in cheese dips..and i still love it a lot..tried Golden Jubilee too..both dishes oso made of potatos..haha...Had Green apple twist and it's nice~! Was introduced to the Tiramisu there and it's nice..really..the texture of it is super~!! hehe...Thanks pal for tt.. =)
Went Zouk last sat as it was Mo's bdae..haha..Saw that Kayman (dunno how to spell la) again..and then came to know this guy called 'Boon' who's so bad la..die die wan me to drink Long Island Tea..LIT sucks anyway..it tasted as though you are drinking some fever syrup..*yucks* haha..Best still are vodka..Vodka Redbull and Vodka Lime 7-up...so much better than KL's zouk la..Tried '6 on the beach' and it's quite nice..doesn't even feel like u are drinking anything alcoholic..it's just sweet..2 french guys came over to talk to us..mingled around and they left..we don't need them there though..haha..Then there was this 2 Jap girls who came and sit just beside us..so we started teasing the guys to go woo them..haha..anyway, it's obvious that the 2 Jap are quite old la...haiz..when guys are on alcohol, nothing right gets into their mind...haha..left after that and it's my first time seeing Mo and Meng got drunk..but well wel, at least they, or rather we, did enjoy ourselves last nite..it's just so good to be relaxing w/o having drank over one's limit..

2007-01-11T23:08:00.001+08:00

So fast..one week has passed since my bdae...tml's a scary day..RFA presentation..but when it's over, it means tt we have completed all the projects this semester...
Hate it when i got misunderstood..hate it when someone scolds me for the wrong things i done and then do it themselves with excuses they think it's acceptable..
Trying to make him feel better by saying: "Then u dun so 'pek chek' liaoz la..work time is work time..after work should relax..." and by saying this he can say:"Now i'm really pek chek becaused u mentioned it..if not i wasn't feeling pek chek at all.."
And he can even misinterpret my saying of : "Since u whole day from morning till now haven't eat..then faster go home eat and bath then relax lor.." my fast here doesn't mean asking him to speed on a rainy day..
Stop saying everything i done is due to i am still young..So what if i am really younger than you? Does that means that everything you do and say must be right? Absolutely no~!!!
I feel like screaming my top at him..but i shall just endure..
Am i really so bad at expressing myself? Simple stuffs i wanna convey get misinterpreted till it's not i meant..perhaps it's really tt bad i myself didn't know..
*leave me alone* ~forsaken~

2007-01-04T23:05:00.000+08:00

I had a simple yet wonderful birthday~!
First of all got a surprise from my baby darling and it really surprised me~
Haha..was still thinking what a normal day it gonna be today and was talking to darl over the phone when he was still telling me he's gonna be busy the whole day till tonight..it was going to 4pm tt time so i tod him i'm going to bath and prepare to go to school..tt's when he tried to stop me from going to bath saying that he wanna come fetch me to school so i need not bath..duhz..then after awhile he allowed me to go bath..before i even manage to go grab my towel, my doorbell rang..it's darling~! haha~! he got me a bouquet of flowers attached to a Tatty Teddy..i was so shocked la~!
Went to school and got back my Audit paper..better than i expected..cos i just expect and wished that i will pass this paper..Dismissal was early so i took bus to JP my own and waited for darl to pick me up from there..Headed to his sis's place for dinner..Got ang baos from her & her husband and darl's parents..Cut my 1st bdae caske and came home for my 2nd cake~! so i've got 2 cakes this year~!

Time check..I've got like less than 1 hour before my lovely day's gonna end..Am really happy today..Ying's HAPPY~! haha..

Thanks to those who wished me today: BGs, Sam, Cindy, Xin Jie, Xiuling, Ryhan, David, Qijia, Nanson, my brother and those whom i've missed out..

Well..let the picture do the talkings~~
Happy Birthday to ME~!